I felt like screaming but instead I burst into tears.
Why did it have to be so difficult to be me? I knew I was emotional when I told my friends the good news. To me, it was as if I could sing and dance forever.
Then came the message: Don’t tell anybody!
I felt so angry and absolutely struck to the ground.
Why could I not be happy for once in my life? Why should there always be something or someone to dampen my spirit? I did not give a damn. I was not going to be fenced in for once. Looking out the window, I could see the fence with the gate. The first step was opening the gate of my emotions. I opened the way to my own happiness and I won’t regret it. Never ever!